Thursday, March 16, 2017

Loving ME!

Today I am affirming that I will love me.  I will love me so much that he (whomever he may be) comes along his love will just compliment the love I already have for myself.  I have been struggling with getting over my past. My past choose to go a different direction and it is time for me to accept that and find my direction.

Wednesday, March 8, 2017

Who am I? Really, Am I that chick now?

I am in search of something.  I don't know what. Is it internal or external?  I don't know I am at a loss.  I am rebuilding my life as a single person and I don't know what the future holds and it frightens me.  Look at me, just writing, and not being afraid or overthinking it.  Anyway, I digress. I never thought I would ever say this but I am finding myself.  I have never lived alone. I have not been single in 25 plus years.  I don't know what the hell I am doing.  I am ready to live but I am just not sure how.  What do I want to do?  What do I like?  Who am I? (eye roll here)  Again, I never thought I would be the who am I person.  Do I want to be that woman that comes home from work makes herself a pasta dinner, pours a glass of wine and curls up with a good book?  Do a want to be the chick that comes home throws in a microwave dinner and plops in front of the TV?  Or, that girl with best friends in her apartment complex that she hangs out with every night?  I don't know!!

I know I want to be Happy.  I know I want be Healthy.  I want to be able to read a book or watch my favorite drama but I want to do it all without thinking I am doing this alone in this apartment.  It's getting a little easier to live alone.  I have furniture and things are coming together.  I actually love my apartment but I think I am still trying to get used to me.

Tuesday, March 7, 2017

Affirmation Box

I am rethinking my blog. Again.  I always over think it and it never gets done. My life has taken a turn. Again.  I think I am ready to write just whatever the F*ck I want.

Today, I decided to start a Affirmation Box on my Cell.  I will write out an Affirmation on a piece of Paper because that is what feels real to me right now.  Then, I will take a pic and add it to an album on my phone called Affirmation Box.  Now I am starting to thing I will just use Pronto an online tool to create the affirmations and save paper.  I will think on that a little more and let you know. :-) Ok, someone tell me how to add emoji's to my blog.  Oh, guess what 😃, I took intuitive and found it.  Anyway, he's my first Affirmation